the right way

I think i have to get control of myself...
tq for all the frens being patient with me...i cant realli remember somehow...
past few days realli....
as my father said ....discipline urself...girl~~
gosh....i will ...i will...

i think i mayb seeing things too fast ...so its unclear...
if u slow down juz a bit u will c nice things...
mmm.....i wonder.... juz like i found a piece of art as a fren ...
muahahhahaah....n its a super piece...

in any matters there are always ppl with different opinion....
this 1 makes u grumpy and that 1 makes u feel warm...
so always 2 ways to go...juz gotta make the right choice....

im ready for it

I am not dat weak....keep on the work spying on me...
i dun giv a damn shit of it....

I am not dat weak...u think u know how to show ur feelings ...
i know too....
when im giving u the chance juz use it....if not its gone...
n its already gone....

I am not dat weak ....
if u think dat i mistreat u...
u mistreat me....

u think that i backstabbed u...
u backstabbed me....

u started to have hard feelings towards me first...
so now im having a prob with you...

u started the drama....im ready for it...

chewis..im sorry i finished ur martini....

Stop spying

i feel uncomfortable so i moved my blog from friendster...
there are ppl spying on me...
its ok....the blog is for public but i do not like ppl telling my family bout it ...
i do not want them to worry bout me....
i juz wanna express myself....
as im always impatient n hurt ppls feeling on daily basis...
i do not want my parents to read my blog....
although they already know i behave such way....
duhhh.....

.....Stop notifying my parents bout my life......

GOSH!!!

'tan tan dada'

oh well....u r the only one right...we upset n dissapoint u...its all our fault...

if u hv any problem pls speak up....if u dun wanna tell then pls let it go....pls think for others as u r not the only person living on an isolated island...i hate 'tan tan da da'....

it goes on....

i feel so sick to see the dark side of human being.u think u r safe now but u can be a victim next second.so pls take care everyone.
i often feel up and down these days.i dun like being here.i dun have ppl dat i love here.i found dat whenever ppl ask y r u upset or y r happy i dunno hw to answer anymore.i think its not dat i dunno hw to tell mayb im fed up.n i will say its ok..~haha..life goes on...clock tickles...deadlines...u rush for the stupid things...and goes on n on...aww...hw great it is...
there are a lot pretenders around me...i hate em~~
but dun worry ppl...im fine...its ok..~
luv mum,dad,suikhim, henry,rachel,xueli,wern,amanda all my girls...