sickening...

waa...你一定没想过放弃的感觉有多好。。
就是整个人都松了下来。。。mmm。。不是中年发福。。

放弃就会看得更清楚。。。才知道要从哪里再开始出发。。。
我。。。是放弃了
但。。。还没开始出发。。
先休息一下好了。。。haha
最爱休息了。。。

那个乞人憎又走宝的家伙。。。算了让他去吧。。
让他去跟那些大奶妹吧。。。
反正他没什么品味。。。
鬼吾望她们个个有狐臭！

hell ya..~

shud make my new year resolution beginning of 2008...
instead i decide to make it at the beginning of the lunar new year...
BE MORE HARDWORKING AND FOCUS...
hehe...lazy me...
no time to waste now ...have to do more...
ppl gets old n ......urhhh....do more ....i guess
hv to keep it up for these few month till june...
then ....~
hehe..~~tour europe..~~
muaahahhahhaha.....

drink and design
hahahah...i dun encourage though...
sumone encouraged me to
haha

when will i be back again...~~
back where???
where ??back to YOU!!!
have to go back to hell
so that u r heaven....~~
good to be back in heaven for a while....
we breathe the same air...
haaha...lameness..~~
next time when im back...we must step further..~
must..~~~because i must win....
hahaha...

GOSH>...lameness>>

the right way

I think i have to get control of myself...
tq for all the frens being patient with me...i cant realli remember somehow...
past few days realli....
as my father said ....discipline urself...girl~~
gosh....i will ...i will...

i think i mayb seeing things too fast ...so its unclear...
if u slow down juz a bit u will c nice things...
mmm.....i wonder.... juz like i found a piece of art as a fren ...
muahahhahaah....n its a super piece...

in any matters there are always ppl with different opinion....
this 1 makes u grumpy and that 1 makes u feel warm...
so always 2 ways to go...juz gotta make the right choice....

im ready for it

I am not dat weak....keep on the work spying on me...
i dun giv a damn shit of it....

I am not dat weak...u think u know how to show ur feelings ...
i know too....
when im giving u the chance juz use it....if not its gone...
n its already gone....

I am not dat weak ....
if u think dat i mistreat u...
u mistreat me....

u think that i backstabbed u...
u backstabbed me....

u started to have hard feelings towards me first...
so now im having a prob with you...

u started the drama....im ready for it...

chewis..im sorry i finished ur martini....

Stop spying

i feel uncomfortable so i moved my blog from friendster...
there are ppl spying on me...
its ok....the blog is for public but i do not like ppl telling my family bout it ...
i do not want them to worry bout me....
i juz wanna express myself....
as im always impatient n hurt ppls feeling on daily basis...
i do not want my parents to read my blog....
although they already know i behave such way....
duhhh.....

.....Stop notifying my parents bout my life......

GOSH!!!

'tan tan dada'

oh well....u r the only one right...we upset n dissapoint u...its all our fault...

if u hv any problem pls speak up....if u dun wanna tell then pls let it go....pls think for others as u r not the only person living on an isolated island...i hate 'tan tan da da'....

it goes on....

i feel so sick to see the dark side of human being.u think u r safe now but u can be a victim next second.so pls take care everyone.
i often feel up and down these days.i dun like being here.i dun have ppl dat i love here.i found dat whenever ppl ask y r u upset or y r happy i dunno hw to answer anymore.i think its not dat i dunno hw to tell mayb im fed up.n i will say its ok..~haha..life goes on...clock tickles...deadlines...u rush for the stupid things...and goes on n on...aww...hw great it is...
there are a lot pretenders around me...i hate em~~
but dun worry ppl...im fine...its ok..~
luv mum,dad,suikhim, henry,rachel,xueli,wern,amanda all my girls...